" And some of them of understanding shall fall, to try them, and to purge, and to make them white, even to the time of the end: because it is yet for a time appointed." Daniel 11: 35
Are you in a time of trial? Do you ever think (because you would never dare to say out loud), "Lord, I know you said that you'd never leave or forsake me, but where are you? What are you doing?" I know I have.
Maybe I'm just weaker than others, but I've had temper tantrums "before the Lord". I've gone in my room, slammed my door, thrown myself on the bed, and wept like a baby! When that didn't seem to get his attention, I began the finger pointing game.
Like Adam who blamed his wife AND God in the same breath ("..the WOMAN that YOU gave me...), I've reminded God that HE called us here and things would be far better if THESE CRAZY FOLKS around here would just listen and learn. Ultimately, however, I have to be honest and admit that I may be a part of the problem.
When I do this and ask for forgiveness, he gives it. Then, when I ask for his help, he'll give it- sometimes. Sometimes, he'll just explain to me that this is a time of purifying for me. I have to go through this. Why? Simply because he guided me into this mess "to try (me), and to purge (me), and to make (me) white..."!
The word "try" here literally means "to refine" and the word "purge" here means "to clarify (brighten),
Michael Winskie
Raised Baptist. Born again, according to Acts 2:38 in Dec 1990. Called to preach on Easter 1998. Married with 4 children (ages 17-22). Have just written an Apostolic Fiction book entitled "A Dog's Eye View" that I'm trying to get published. I'm currently working on several other projects.