Disconnected and loving it.
- By Steven Adams
- Published 11/19/2008
Steven Adams
I’m a 26-year-old, Oneness Pentecostal, workaholic, old-fashioned, bass-playing, open-minded humanitarian. After leaving the church I was raised in in 2001, then leaving God completely in 2004, I came back to Jesus. I was randomly visiting home when God decided to try one last time to break through the wall I had built up around my heart. Despite running away from him for years, and even considering myself a borderline atheist, he broke through. That was Thursday, Sept. 18. On Sunday, Sept. 21 I repented of my sins and was refilled with the Holy Ghost.
I deleted my Myspace and Facebook accounts.
I deleted my blog on Blogger.
I deleted my Buzznet photo account.
Last night I felt convicted to do so, and I think I disconnected myself from most of the sites I've used for years.
I've been struggling lately, and I felt as long I was connected to those sites and some of my old friends, I was going to continue to struggle. Most of my close friends have my phone number if they need to reach me. The same goes for my e-mail address and instant messenger addresses. I love my friends, the ones I made out in the world, but I left that world behind and the more connections I have with those experiences and memories, the more my mind and flesh are going to continue to rebel and fight what God is doing in my life.
The
other issue behind deletion is there are a lot of blogs I've
written and pictures I've taken that I'm not all that proud of. I took
the first amendment to new lows, pushing the envelope whenever I could.
I'd be blunt, I'd be crude, I'd be mean, I'd be vulgar, etc etc. Google
my name and my writing name and you'll still find some of my stuff. I
can't change the past or change what I've written, but I can try to
reduce the amount of material out there. What if someone reads or sees
that stuff and make decision to walk away from Jesus based on that
information?
Now if only the past was as easy as pushing the delete button. Things are good, work has been good, and church has been great. God is moving in new ways every week. I'm still annoyed at myself from walking away, but I came back at an exciting time and I'm thrilled to be in the middle of it.
I deleted my blog on Blogger.
I deleted my Buzznet photo account.
Last night I felt convicted to do so, and I think I disconnected myself from most of the sites I've used for years.
I've been struggling lately, and I felt as long I was connected to those sites and some of my old friends, I was going to continue to struggle. Most of my close friends have my phone number if they need to reach me. The same goes for my e-mail address and instant messenger addresses. I love my friends, the ones I made out in the world, but I left that world behind and the more connections I have with those experiences and memories, the more my mind and flesh are going to continue to rebel and fight what God is doing in my life.
The
Now if only the past was as easy as pushing the delete button. Things are good, work has been good, and church has been great. God is moving in new ways every week. I'm still annoyed at myself from walking away, but I came back at an exciting time and I'm thrilled to be in the middle of it.
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1 Response to "Disconnected and loving it." 
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said this on 21 Nov 2008 4:50:10 PM EST
People put the craziest stuff on the internet...I remember googling myself and finding some 'arguments' I got into w/people on a couple forums from years ago - so embarrassing! Plus the government is starting to track and store more and more internet communications.
People seem to forget that when they post on the net it can often be seen by millions and millions of people. |
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