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My love affair
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George Nava
Just LOVEN God, Bible college grad. Sinner saved by grace, Ordained minister, self employed, financially free. Very conservative minded, outspoken, old romantic at heart CEO/Founder of SOME1CARES MINISTRIES specializing in help & hope for the hurting, counseling, training, teaching life skills as well as offering biblical inspiration. Also Ceo/ Exe. Pres of Rendon Financial services: Offering financial stewardship training and pre investment counseling from a biblical perspective 
By George Nava
Published on 09/22/2011
 
Before we go into our bible study perhaps a little background info will help us to more fully grasp and understand the story better. The book of Hosea was and is one of the greatest love stories ever written next to and more significant possibly than song of Solomon. Scholars claim that this story is based on a real event not fable? Nor an allegory, It was written during Israel’s darkest hour in history when the kingdom once ruled thru Omri and Jehu was now declining in power and favor. Consequently their sons Jeroboam and Azariah were the last in their line to hold the throne for the next kings would be a succession of murderers and tyrants with each king killing his predecessor. Until eventually prophesy was fulfilled and the nation herself was taken captive in the valley of Jezreel by Shalmanaser of Assyria. Due to her ungodly leadership Israel squandered in anarchy, chaos, immorality and idolatry.. Judgment had finally fallen. Hence clear proof they had lost their first love for Jehovah Yahweh.. YESHUA HAMASHIA In the original language the significance and meaning of the names shows through. Hosea: means salvation! Jesus: means The lord is salvation Beeri: means my well Diblaim: means to reside or live in, to abide with. In other words Hosea was to reside in Gomers presence despite her sins. Gomer: means completion, to end or cease, a failure, to fail. Perhaps the Lord was saying? Hosea son of Beeri (which means my salvation and my well) take Gomer (which is a failure, and at her end) the daughter of Diblaim ( which means to live in) and live with her, love her, protect her, in essence be a savior to her, cause her to cease form her sins and take her to the well of living waters.

my love affiar
 

 

NOW FOR THE STORY: For Gomer life was routine it was one trick or guy after another, her lovers by day and her drinks by night.

Her lovers as usual used her only for their own gratification and never acknowledged her own needs?

Her drinks by night were more medicinal than social for they serve to numb her conscience from her shame and humiliating profession and her lonely presence. 

Oh but how she often dreamed of a day when her knight in shining armor would come into her life and take her away from her misery and shame, her loneliness and despair.

From shamelessness to joyfulness, from the darkness of sin to the light of the Son, oh just a dream .. But oh what a dream, a dream of real love.. After all some dreams do come true. Don’t they?

 

Then one day she met a young man names Hosea, strange thing was all he ever wanted from her? Was her conversation, so they talked and talked, he paid and he paid time and time again.

At first she mocked him and laughed at him, she bragged to the other girls he’s so easy, such a fool. I’m just using him for his money, if he only knew?

 

But as time passed something happened she seem to grow to like his presence and even began to miss him, she loved his songs as he would sing to her.

 

She admired and began to look forward to his visits and to when he would read his love letters to her! She loved to read them over and over. 

 

All 66 of them it was then that she realized that she was in love! This was a love affair!

Her love affair, eventually Hosea asked her hand in marriage, she was elated, oh yes my love I will, take me away from this.. she pleaded..

 

Somehow as the days became weeks and the weeks became months, and the months became years. She grew tired of his presence, tired of his songs, tired of his love letters.

And so it started with a little fling? First it was the servant boy? Then it was the delivery man, next it was the blacksmith down the road.

It ended or rather took off with the stable owner at the end of the town, then she left town following after flagons of wine and various lovers seeking who knows what? For she already had it all!

When she left it was the dawn of a new day, as she left she could hear her children cry for her attention.

But she never even looked back to acknowledge them, no remorse, no regrets, or so it looked that way..

(the devil is so deceptive so cruel, so unconcerned.. But then again that’s his business destroying lives, wrecking marriages, and breaking up families but don’t we know this already?)

‘” for the devil cometh not but for to steal, kill and destroy but I am come that you might have life and have life more abundantly “ John 10:10

 

Poor Hosea never KNEW what hit him he was devastated even though he had long sensed that she was fading away it made him try harder to keep her, but to no avail.

Oh how he now missed her, as the days became weeks the weeks became months, the months years. Hosea searched and searched for his bride, his love! And when he finally found her he pleaded and pleaded for her to come home but to no avail.

Rejected and spurned he returned home empty and broken, oh what a love affair?

He lost contact with her after a while.. then months many months later news was out.

Gomer was back in town, she was to be auctioned off on the auction block, indebted she became slave property and would be sold to pay off the debt. 

 

So Hosea with his hopes up, gathered his children or rather her children?

He always knew they were the result of her various flings?

Though he never said anything after all he loved her how could he not love them too.

Come children were going after your mommy, to see her, As they exclaimed oh really daddy?

Will she come home with us, please, please... We shall see MY CHILDREN?

 

Finally at the auction block they arrive, Gomer is mocked! His heart is breaking, as she is ridiculed. There she is her hair all matted, clothes disheveled and torn, her body crippled and worn, no doubt ravaged by some form of sexual disease she’s a mess!

 

As the auctioneer steps up to announce her starting bid, Hosea cries please please don’t nobody bid against me, cause that’s my bride can’t you see I love her! Oh please don’t dare bid against me!

As the crowd laughs, Somebody yells don’t nobody want Gomer, Hosea she’s a slut.

“We hope somebody will buy her and take her far away! That o sleaze! She aint no good for nothen, not even a fling?

 

Then the auctioneer bids who’ll give me one? Who’ll give me two? Can I get three? And eventually Hosea buys her back for just 15 pieces of silver, and an omer of barley. ( just half the price of your common run of the mill slave or animal) and oddly enough barley is not even considered edible for humans. Usually only for the animals and the poorest of the poor, so Hosea takes Gomer home and the love affair begins a new.

 

NOTICE: He takes no conjugal rights, right away? And by that what he was saying was” I take and purchase you Gomer not for my personal needs or pleasure but for you to gain, what you need. “freedom and salvation” not out of selfishness but selflessness, this was his love affair!

 

Ever notice the difference between a fling and a love affair?

In the world a fling is when u go out with someone, dine, date, hold hands, etc maybe even sneak in a kiss or two?

Then u go home or about ur business and u never see that person again nor think of them much?

Its no big deal “ wham bam thank u mam” with a fling there is no real sincerity or respect for the other persons needs, only yours?

 

In the Church a fling is: when u come to Church only part time like Sundays or Wednesday? Oh yeah sometimes u pray, dance, weep, shout, sing, and get blessed! Healed, or touched by the power of God, then u go home and forget about God the rest of the week.

Or at least till Sunday comes around, a fling is when u read ur bible or pray out of

obligation, ritual or routine?

When ur no longer excited but bored in Church, service to u is not exciting, its

dead, your just there to be saved?

A fling is when ur always watching the clock, when his songs no longer thrill u nor move u, and his word no longer instructs nor encourages you.

When his presence no longer captivates you nor affects you?

When his bed of promises no longer inspires you, or allures you..

 

But a love affair is: when his songs and his joy moves you, when they stir something inside of you. When ur not ashamed to worship, to praise, to dance, to shout the victory!

To sing the praises of God! When joy bubbles out of you and within you, when u cant sit still, you cant stay shut.

You’ve got to move and worship him, shout, dance, praise, when his presence does captivate you.

It holds you in awe and splendor, when u cant get away from thoughts of him and his goodness. When you cannot put the bible down, cant stop praying? (yeah ever been there?)

When u push away the food, and the sleep, you don’t dare care bout the clock or time because ur with the one who inhabits eternity.

Where time has no end nor beginning, its when he tells u when ur through praying, fasting, reading etc?

Its when his word is no longer boring, dull or unexciting, but it thrills you.

It comes alive within you, it encourages and inspires you, burdens you.

When the word is free to roam ur heart, free to correct you, now this.. is a love affair! 

 

So you see its because this love affair that you can rise again, u can get back up after a fall.

A love affair is when one may not be perfect but there’s still love for them in ones heart.

Its when he can step into your dungeon of despair, and into your prison of poverty, and bring healing. After you’ve made a mistake he’s right there to pick u up! Brush u off, sooth your wounds, and place u back in relationship with him..

 

But the significance of this love affair is not what I do (sin) but what he does or did? (died for me, and forgave me) WHEN the world and sin  put him on the auction block and cried crucify him!

No one was willing to pay the price? His price, his cost, no one dared bid on his behalf!

All abandoned him, all forsook him, even mocked him and ridiculed him.

But he still went on to pay the price for us, for Jesus paid the price to purchase our salvation with the shedding of his blood

notice: in Chapter 2  Vs. 14, “ for without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness of sins  

Perhaps it is in our wilderness experience, that is the only time God can speak to us? comfort us?

 

 

Closing: look at what he went thru on the auction block of sin.

Watch as he is severely beaten with a razor sharp instrument, his body cut in strips, his nose broken, jaw fractured, face marred beyond recognition.

His beard savagely plucked, a cruel crown of razor sharp thorns beaten into his scalp.

His ribs cracked, causing him to suffer severe abdominal cramps along with intense migraine headaches.

This is aggravated by an unquenchable thirst and hunger, followed by tense pressure on the blood vessels causing a pericardial effusion.

 

This topped with more unbearable fever, chills and cramps, his body convulses and looses bowel control and consequently feces and urine run down his body and into the open and festering wounds.  Yes its a messy sight, but there’s still more to come.

 

While the fever and cramps pick up a more hectic pace? The rusted nails cause even more excruciating pain having been placed upon the mete-torso area of the bone. (which is the most delicate and pain sensitive area of the body. )

So there he is; his joints now out of place, as he hangs on his cross.

A cross on which he was naked before the world exposed for all to see, this is his auction block! And while the world mocked him amazingly he was still about his fathers business?

His fathers desire? His fathers love? Saving a soul, while in his own pain, suffering, agony and misery. 

Still reaching for one more soul, and a thief at that! On his right side not the wrong side?

Could anything be more profound, inspiring or saddening?

 

Hey the world put Jesus on the auction block and rejected him, and it will do the same with you.

Mark it down, when its thru with you, it will spit and spew you out!

Like garbage, like an unwanted baby? It’ll mock and ridicule you. You see this world never shows you the gutter only the glitter.  

 

It never shows you:

 

The little boy or girl: who are being abused, neglected, rejected and molested!

By a stranger, friend or family member?

Never shows you their hurt, their pain, their fear, their hopelessness..

 

The Morgue: where lies the body of an innocent victim killed in a drive by or a hit and run, by a drunken driver? or drug over dose.

Never shows u their families pain and grief ?

 

The aids victim: as he/she lies in a hospital bed dying in intense pain and agony, while nothing can be done to alleviate their pain and suffering!

Never shows u their shame, confusion, emptiness and misery..

 

The fragile innocent infant: as it is literally cruelly and inhumanely sucked and sliced from the once safe surroundings of its mothers womb?

The mother a confused hurting woman who will carry the scars and devastating memory of that abortion to her grave, for a lifetime?

 

No it never shows you her confusion, hurt, condemnation, despair and emptiness. Nor her loneliness, nor the pain of that precious child so innocent, so gentle, so fragile, so valuable! so loved if not by her surely by God!

 

1.Perhaps today you fill like the world or someone has put you on the auction block?  Used you up like some cheap piece of meat? Some cheap thrill, and now it taunts you, mocks you, shuns you like a leper, hates you and leaves you feeling empty..

 

2. Or perhaps you feel like the Church or someone in the church has put you on the auction block?

 

Used you for your talents, money, time, prayers, friendship? Are you feeling unwanted? unrecognized? rejected? Relegated to the back pew or choir loft?

Just another saint in the church?

 

3. Hey feeling like God has put u on the auction block? Feel like it’s a lowly lonely valley your walking thru?

 

Maybe a dry desert, maybe God is showing you that when nobody else will care.

Will come to your rescue, will want you, he’s saying hey I’ll take you!

I’ll love you, I’ll bid for you, I’ll care, your my bride! My pride and joy!

“ for I care for you” “ for this cause was I born..”

 

Can you hear the world or Satan as it auctions you off, listen as it says who’ll give me one? Who’ll give me two?

Somebody give me a bid for this cheap, dirty, used up excuse of a human?

 

I hear the voice of God as he gently whispers “ come unto me all ye that are burdened. broken, and weary, and I will give you rest for your soul..”

As he pleads please come back home to daddy’s house, ill bid for you.. I’ll care! I’ll bid my life for yours, my Son for your sin, my pain for your gain!

 

I see God bidding on your behalf, I see God fighting for you, crying for you, reaching for you, dying for you!

I see a world on the auction block of sin and death, and its only hope in the one they’ve  rejected but I see Jesus saying:

 

“ for God is faithful and just to forgive if we confess..”

“ for ye are a chosen generation..” “ for I will never leave you nor forsake you “

 

I sense the enemy is at work in this world and even in this message today?

He’d like for you to think you have no hope, your not wanted, your not good enough, You don’t need Jesus, he says all you need is another drink, wife/husband or church? Why you can become Godlike? He whispers to you…

 

I sense Jesus is here also at work, sitting among us and if you’ll open up and let him in.

He wants to heal, minister, bring hope to you, he wants to save you! listen as he whispers.. “ for this CAUSE was I born..” I am come to seek and to save the lost..”

 

So here’s the auction block of sin:  

 

Have any lost ones going to hell?

Wanna bid on their behalf?    

Wanna bid 15 minutes of prayer,

1/2 an omer of tears?       

15 minutes of praise?     

1/2 an omer of worship..