Spiritually, I will be 4 years old on September 17th 2009. I compare myself with the Isrealites that wandered the desert for 40 years since I was about 40 before God saved me. He was my "long lost friend" and there is so much that I want to learn and so much I want to share. I pray that God can use me to feed others just as he uses and sends so many people to "feed me". I want to write, think, speak and breathe anything that will win souls for the kingdom of God. 
Isaiah 40:29-31
He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.
He gives power to the faint!! Power to endure, power to walk through the dry valley, power to think on good things, power to encourage, power to hold our heads up, power to rebuke the devils lies, power to remember His Word that lives in us! Power to still raise our hands in worship and praise, power to wait. Power to stand, power to fight, power to hope.
How wonderful is that.. how full of wonder is that, that all of those promises of Power are living and breathing in our weakness!
No wonder Paul said, if I am going to glory in anything, I will glory in my weakness. I think he knew all the Divine power that would surface when he, when we, reach that place of brokenness, emptiness, weakness in ourselves.