Each day we make choices, and each choice we make has an effect on our
lives and the lives of those around us. Nothing happens in our lives
without a cost.
As you read through the Old Testament you can
see account after account of children who paid the cost for the
mistakes of their parents. Sometimes it would be generations later that
the transgression would reappear.
And you could also catalog the
children moving further and further away from the God that their
parents or grandparents or great-grandparents served which in many
cases was a direct result of a day in the past when this long gone
relative made a bad decision.
I was thinking yesterday that it
is time I took inventory of my own life, my own home. What am I leaving
my children? Generations from now, what effect will my life have on
those that I may never know?
Have I taught my children to love
the Word of God? Have I shown them through my actions how to be
consecrated in service to Him? Is there a love in them for the
ministry, for the preaching of God's Word that can be attributed to my
own love?
Can they pattern their lives after mine? What do I do
when trouble comes? Am I praying like I should be?? What kind of wife
have I been?
When my children tell their children stories about me what will those stories be?
We
had a great deal of rain a couple of weeks back. We were heading out of
town to a party when we saw the most unusual sight on the side of the
road and we had no idea what it was until
we investigated further.
Sticking
out of the sand where a creek had been engorged with the over abundance
of rainfall were hundreds of orange 2 liter soda bottles, their labels
littering the trees nearby.
We asked our friends about it and
found out that over 10 years ago a truck overturned there spilling its
contents of orange sodas. With all of the rainfall and the rapid
movement of the water they were turned up again in the soil they had
been
embedded in for all these years.
Apparently they were unable to
retrieve all of them and the product of this driver's accident is still there all these years later.
Is there something in me that I will leave behind that may turn up down the road for my children to have to clean up?
I
want my children to have an inheritance that of faith, of a love for
holiness and godliness, a love for the Word of God that will carry them
through the trials they will face long after I am gone, a prayer life
that will bring them to His feet. I want them to remember me as a
servant, as a priest, and as a warrior. And I want to give them enough
that those attributes will be ever present in their lives.
So, I
am guarding myself, my home, and my family from the influences today
that would rob us of all God has for us, of all God wants from us, of
all God EXPECTS from us. I am guarding their inheritance of Truth, for
if they live in Truth they are rich beyond measure!