As many know, my son was injured just before Christmas. It was a very difficult time for us as a family.
While he was still in the hospital we talked about why this had happened to him, beyond the obvious reason of carelessness.
He made the comment that maybe God was trying to get his attention.
Our
whole lives were consumed by the injuries he had sustained. For weeks I
had to help him get dressed. He could barely move and when he did he
had to use a walker.
When he was finally able to return to
school he did so in a wheelchair that we had to load at the house and
unload at the school. Then we had to be there to pick him up everyday.
We
had to rearrange our schedules, plan our time away from home around
medication and nausea. He lost 20 pounds bringing him to around 140 so
I was constantly trying to think of something he could eat without
getting sick.
During the night for the first week or so home I
woke up during the night to check on him, give him pain medicine or
something for nausea. Then when we finally got him halfway settled he had
surgery.
We had to arrange home schooling which was another adventure. I could go on and on.
Thankfully,
even though he is still in a boot for several more weeks he is doing so
much better. He is driving again and even working a little.
Through
all of it there was a change in him. He pushed through to God. His hunger has grown. He is working harder to win souls.
My
Pastor talked about apple trees in a message one time. He said that
apple trees tend to focus energy on growing taller which causes less
energy to be focused on producing fruit.
The way to correct this
is to take an axe and wound the tree in the side until sap runs out.
The tree then focuses its energy on the wound and not on getting
taller. And it's during this time of healing that the tree begins to
produce more fruit.
Have you ever been wounded? I know I have. Even as I am writing this I am recovering from wounds.
I
don't want to be found somewhere, curled up in the fetal position
feeling sorry for myself. I want to focus on being productive during
this time of healing. I want to be fruitful.
Everywhere around
there are walking wounded, the person beside you on the pew, the
checker at the grocery store, maybe even you. What an example we could
be if we let our time of healing be a time of great worship, a time of
praise, and a time to reach the lost.
And let it be the a time
to reach out to the one who was "wounded for our transgression, he was
bruised for our iniquities." (Isaiah 53:5)
He bore it all so
that we could bear it till He comes again, till we reach that city
where there will be no sorrow, no tears, no pain, no more wounds.